end of the line

it's happened again!
being ambitious leads to the ability to always get things done, it leads to unfaltering will towards production, it leads to a sense of pride and accomplishment that belong only to you.

and it leads to running out of stuff to do!

i'm not sure if this happens to many people, but i often find myself spending 100+ hours on a game to achieve complete victory or to look at the percentage of completion in a status menu achieve 100, only to realize that there is nothing in the game worth my time anymore, or anything at hand to fill in my new found time.

i have my anime, but i finish it as it comes in, as to not have any in queue. i have fighting games, as the only goal is the victory in the battle at hand, but neither of these will fill in the time gap a good RPG or other MMO could (and i've pretty much stopped playing MMOs).

i do spend my time producing materials for the benefit of others (editing wikis like a certain 'SCENARIO'), or drawing pictures in the mean time, but it will only be a little while before writer's block comes crashing down like the cold bitch she is.

i'm out of ideas, and i'm a little short on cash (seeing as how my job relies completely on the extra cash people are willing to spend on fake hats). the most i can do is lurk an image board and look at all the 2D, or check on those few sites that have a 6 month update period. somebody save me from this boredom!

PS: hate love relations are so damn addicting.